Cause I'm gonna need the luck this month guys.
Seriously.
But here I am, making a journal.

I have so much going on!

Do I hear you say "Natalie, you have a social life"
And I will reply. "Well It's progressing"

Let me tell you why I'm busy. IN ORDER.

A. My Art Course Finishes on FRIDAY. THIS. FUCKING. FRIDAY.
B. I'm meant to be going to Alton Towers this Sunday. But ugh, Money.
C. BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH IN STAR TREK ON THE 10TH OF MAY

D. My first AS exam is on May 17th (English Lit, aka, Dorian Gray and Edward Thomas - fuck my life)
E. On the Saturday after my first exam, I actually have an audition for Guys And Dolls at my theatre for roles as singing and acting.


                               I'm shitting it.
Bonus.  here's my dad's reaction when I said I'm auditioning for the musical -->

F. My Second AS exam is on 24th May (English Language, grouping texts)
G. If I'm lucky with my audition. I'll have call backs. If I'm Lucky

BUT.
Let me tell you about how my maths went.
Yes.
I had my maths back.
I passed.

I also failed.

I got a C one Unit 1 (which is a pass) and I got a D on Unit 2 (and i was four marks off passing)
And I think this is the perfect gif to explain my achievements on that day.

obviously I cried.
I cried because they told me I had to Re-sit, Unit 2

First of all I was like this

then she told me.

So the whole day, if anyone tried to talk to me I was just like

Then I had to tell my parents.

My moms reaction

My dads reaction

My sisters reaction.

closely followed by telling me to smile in which I pulled the fakest smile ever, I'm guessing it looked a bit like this-->

's reaction

Yeh. I'm pretty pissed about my maths.
But in all fairness my sister made me this wicked card to make me happy with Tom Hiddleston and Benedict Cumberbatch and Misha Collins and Andrew Scott and Martin Freeman with loads of references from the programs/movies that they are in so that was pretty freakin cool.

I've entered two new fandoms

I don't really. There my crack addiction.

I've started to watch Supernatural.

Another show I'm going to be obsessed with.
I'm on Season Two Half way through. I'm not going to skip the first three seasons so I can get to Cass because A, Dean, Sam, John, Bobby are amazing characters and the storylines are brilliant. and B, how the fuck would I know what happens if I skipped the first three seasons? and C, I'm planning on to be a dedicated fan considering I ship Destial quite hard even though I havent meet Cass.
But because I hate Paranormal stuff in real life. Every episode I watch is just like

but it's helping me to overcome my fears (a little)

Me and My friend started to watch Supernatural at the same time and we both have tumblr, so we're sitting in English Lit like;
"Demons, we should summon Demons."
"Angels are sexy."
"We should quit college to become demon hunters."
"We need to have some sort of sacrifice so we can get good grades"
and my personal favourite,
"Hail Lucifer."
So everyone in my English Lit class are just like

Followed by,

And we're just like

And they're just like

They don't understand the Supernatural ways.

I've FINALLY watched Thor
I was meant to watch it when it came out in the cinema's in 2011 but I wasn't very well (seriously not well) So I never ended up going, which was a total shame considering me, george and my dad love marvel comics and superhero's. I wanted to watch Thor before I watched The Avengers so I understood the plot but with GCSE's last year, I just forgot. And yes, I did know that Mr Hiddleston was in the film, so that was like a bonus reason to watch it. Then I was on Tumblr one night, and I saw this Thor masterpost, so I was like.
"You know what, fuck you guys, I'm gonna watch me some Thor."
And I stayed up to half one in the morning on monday, watching Thor.
WHY DIDN'T NOBODY TELL ME THAT IS WAS GONNA BE THIS WAY? I KNOW HAVE A MASSIVE CRUSH ON YET ANOTHER VILLAIN.
I'm officially-

Yes, thanks Tom, I was going to do it but-

please stop, it's very-

stop-

it-

ple-

ugh.

WILL YOU STOP IT TOM?

((Sorry, I had too))

Anyway, me and my friends have a group conversations about Loki and Tom Hiddleston.
This is how we are most of the time do to our obsession. -->



Oh, I also drew a Little Cass.

because I-

Me:
Tom:
Me: Shit, I called Tom Peasant, I'M SORRY!

I'm going to go now, Have a good day and I'll hopefully see you soon!


*My sister just squirted me with a water gun thingie, is this because I called Tom a peasant
*